你知道你想要和需要做什麼。但，有著一些猶豫，因為你感到這麼做你就孤立了自己。所有曾經提供給你舒適的一切看似消退---被空虛所取代。
You know what you want and need to do. Yet, there’s some hesitation for you feel as if you have isolated yourself by doing so. All that once provided you with comfort seems to be fading away – only to be replaced with emptiness.
所以你在離開3D的知曉到達不是很瞭解你是誰的感知。類似於搬到一個新的社區。即使你足夠不適去離開先前的社區，你保留了一些曾經美好的回憶。好奇是否所有的不適都配得上處於那個社區而感到的痛苦---因為你知道如何以及何時行動。
So it is you pulled away from your 3D knowingness to a sense of not quite understanding who you are. Similar to moving to a new community. Even though you were uncomfortable enough to leave your former community, you retain some fond memories of what was. Wondering if all that was uncomfortable would have been worth the pain of remaining in that community – for you knew how and when to act.
你實踐你的3D遊戲計畫數十年了。即使遊戲計畫是不必要的，它是舒適的和意料之中的。其他人差不多地反應。所以每個人擁有一個共同的劇本，使用著由社會而不是內在引導的台詞。
You have practiced your 3D game plan for decades. Even though that game plan was not necessarily you, it was comfortable and expected. Others reacted similarly. So it was that everyone had a common script using the lines directed by society instead of from within.
現在你和許多人正開始出人意料地表現，你不再確信你的行為和反應是正確的或“正常的”。如果通過宣稱自己，你就會失去你的生活（關於知道如何行為和反應）、你的朋友、家人、工作會如何？恐懼因素會快速一波一波地到來，然後消失。
Now that you and so many others are beginning to go off-script, you are no longer confident that your actions and reactions are right or “normal.” What if by claiming yourself, you lose your life of knowing how to act and react, your friends and family, your job? Fear factors that rise quickly in waves and then disappear.
你知道你需要做什麼，但有時候感覺起來非常孤獨，儘管有著這個知曉。所以你在質疑自己和你的行為。
You know what you need to do, but it feels so lonely at times despite that knowingness. So it is you question yourself and your actions.
返回社會的劇本是不是更容易？但，當你試圖這麼做，你感到更加孤獨。因為不再有你曾經強力感受到的連接。
Would it not be easier to return to the social script? Yet, when you attempt to do so, you feel even lonelier. For there is no longer the connection, you once felt so strongly.
你是誰？你在毫無理由地孤立自己嗎？在這個具有挑戰性的時期你的回報在哪？你外在的正直感在哪？
Who are you? Are you isolating yourself for no reason? Where are your rewards in this challenging time? Where is your outer sense of rightness?
你增添了與3D中你的所是無關的維度和頻率。你是一個新的存在，試圖融入舊的東西---這是不可能的。因為你已經進化超越了它。你是一個新的存在。當然，我們已經說了好幾個月，但你從未完全明白這是什麼意思。
You have added dimensions and frequencies that have little to do with who you were in 3D. You are a new being attempting to fit into the old – which is not possible. For you have evolved far beyond that. You are a new being. Of course, we have stated the same over and over for months, but you never fully understand what that would mean.
你認為你會伴隨著這裡和那裡的一些轉變繼續你的生活。也許找到一些新的朋友或新的工作。你所發現的是曾經的一切看似都不恰當或舒適。所以你試圖返回3D的正常，而因你興趣的缺乏感到無聊或困惑。但，沒什麼來取代你的3D生活。你處於一個情感上的中間地帶，發現曾經有趣的一切，無聊。
You believed you would continue your life with a few shifts here and there. Perhaps finding a new group of friends or a new job. What you are discovering is that nothing that was seems right or comfortable. So you attempt to return to 3D normal and are bored or confused by your lack of interest. Yet, there is nothing to replace your 3D life. You are in an emotional limbo finding all that was once interesting, boring.
所以你比以往更加害怕。不是因為你做錯了什麼，而是因為沒有一個先前的行為感覺是正確的。你最重要的擔憂是“我是誰？”因為你想要一個可見的朋友圈、一個很好的工作、一個有愛的家庭---這一切現在都看似不可能。
So it is you are more frightened than you have been for some time. Not because you are doing anything wrong, but because none of your former actions feel right. Your overriding concern is, “Who am I?” For you want to have a visible circle of friends, a great job, a loving family – all of which now seems outside your possibilities.
你在你社會、情感、物理存在的所有面向中都不一樣了---你在幾個月前並不明白的東西。好似新的你是一個你可以閱讀的童話故事，但這無法在任何特定的方式中觸動你。你的生活會伴隨著這裡和那裡的一點火花繼續。
You are different in all aspects of your social, emotional, and physical being – something you did not understand a few months ago. As if new you were a fun fairy tale you could read about, but that would not touch you in any special way. Your life would go on with a few perks here and there.
並非如此。你是一個有著新的需求和興趣的新存在。
Such is not the case. You are a new being with new needs and interests.
儘管許多你在心中珍視的人也在改變，他們處於一條和你不同的道路。所以他們的改變不一定與你的改變相似。你也不會想要他們和你一樣。因為你會發現想要加入你的人會是令人氣憤的。但，你還是想要別人處於相似的道路。
You know what you need to do, but it feels so lonely at times despite that knowingness. So it is you question yourself and your actions.
返回社會的劇本是不是更容易？但，當你試圖這麼做，你感到更加孤獨。因為不再有你曾經強力感受到的連接。
Would it not be easier to return to the social script? Yet, when you attempt to do so, you feel even lonelier. For there is no longer the connection, you once felt so strongly.
你是誰？你在毫無理由地孤立自己嗎？在這個具有挑戰性的時期你的回報在哪？你外在的正直感在哪？
Who are you? Are you isolating yourself for no reason? Where are your rewards in this challenging time? Where is your outer sense of rightness?
你增添了與3D中你的所是無關的維度和頻率。你是一個新的存在，試圖融入舊的東西---這是不可能的。因為你已經進化超越了它。你是一個新的存在。當然，我們已經說了好幾個月，但你從未完全明白這是什麼意思。
You have added dimensions and frequencies that have little to do with who you were in 3D. You are a new being attempting to fit into the old – which is not possible. For you have evolved far beyond that. You are a new being. Of course, we have stated the same over and over for months, but you never fully understand what that would mean.
你認為你會伴隨著這裡和那裡的一些轉變繼續你的生活。也許找到一些新的朋友或新的工作。你所發現的是曾經的一切看似都不恰當或舒適。所以你試圖返回3D的正常，而因你興趣的缺乏感到無聊或困惑。但，沒什麼來取代你的3D生活。你處於一個情感上的中間地帶，發現曾經有趣的一切，無聊。
You believed you would continue your life with a few shifts here and there. Perhaps finding a new group of friends or a new job. What you are discovering is that nothing that was seems right or comfortable. So you attempt to return to 3D normal and are bored or confused by your lack of interest. Yet, there is nothing to replace your 3D life. You are in an emotional limbo finding all that was once interesting, boring.
所以你比以往更加害怕。不是因為你做錯了什麼，而是因為沒有一個先前的行為感覺是正確的。你最重要的擔憂是“我是誰？”因為你想要一個可見的朋友圈、一個很好的工作、一個有愛的家庭---這一切現在都看似不可能。
So it is you are more frightened than you have been for some time. Not because you are doing anything wrong, but because none of your former actions feel right. Your overriding concern is, “Who am I?” For you want to have a visible circle of friends, a great job, a loving family – all of which now seems outside your possibilities.
你在你社會、情感、物理存在的所有面向中都不一樣了---你在幾個月前並不明白的東西。好似新的你是一個你可以閱讀的童話故事，但這無法在任何特定的方式中觸動你。你的生活會伴隨著這裡和那裡的一點火花繼續。
You are different in all aspects of your social, emotional, and physical being – something you did not understand a few months ago. As if new you were a fun fairy tale you could read about, but that would not touch you in any special way. Your life would go on with a few perks here and there.
並非如此。你是一個有著新的需求和興趣的新存在。
Such is not the case. You are a new being with new needs and interests.
儘管許多你在心中珍視的人也在改變，他們處於一條和你不同的道路。所以他們的改變不一定與你的改變相似。你也不會想要他們和你一樣。因為你會發現想要加入你的人會是令人氣憤的。但，你還是想要別人處於相似的道路。
Even though many of those you hold in your heart are changing also, they are on a different path than you. So their changes will not necessarily correspond to yours. Nor would you want them to. For you will discover that anyone who wants to join you on your path will be irritating. But then, you want others to be on a similar path.
這和觀看兩個孩子進行他們的一天沒什麼不同。兩者都去做他們想要做的。如果兩個孩子被放到一起，他們可能對相同的玩具或活動感興趣---或不會。沒人會認為是奇怪的，因為他們是獨特的個體，探索著他們希望探索的東西。是的，當你在3D中長大，那個獨特性變成一個障礙，一個負面性。
Which is little different than watching two toddlers go about their day. Both content to do what they want to do. If the two toddlers were placed together, they might be interested in the same toy or activity – or not. No one finds that strange, for they are unique individuals exploring what they wish to explore. Yet, as you aged in 3D, that uniqueness became an obstacle, a negative.
所以你現在在返回你的童年興趣。發現這個，不是那個，很有趣。你的朋友和親戚也在這麼做。
So it is you are now returning to your toddler interests. Finding this but not that interesting. And your friends and relatives are doing the same.
不再有一個一次性買足式的地球。新的場地在冒出，會讓某個人感興趣一會兒，直到不感興趣。就像新地球需要一個新的方向和新的人類。允許這一點。然後，讓自己明白這是獨特個體性探索的時間。
This is no longer a one-stop shopping earth. New venues are popping up that hold someone’s interest for a minute until they do not. Just as is required for new earth with a new direction and new humans. Allow that to be. Then, allow yourself to know that this is a time of unique, individual exploration.
這不是群眾思考或行為的時間，很可能再也不會有。你們每個人都希望探索你恆久以來準備去探索的。你已經完全探索團體思考和行為。
This is not crowd-think or action time and will likely never be again of the earth. Each of you wishes to explore that which you prepared for throughout the eons. You have already fully explored group think and action.
是時候轉變到獨特的思想和行為中去。一個會混合更多和諧性而不是集體思想的活動。就像一個擁有不同聲音的合唱團。讓自己跟隨自己的心，你會找到你獨特的位置。給予你喜悅的位置。
It is time to shift to unique thought and action. An activity that will blend more harmoniously than group-think ever did. Just as is true for a choir of different voices. Allow yourself to follow your heart, and you will find your unique place. The place that gives you joy.
知曉，你不會孤獨太久。因為所有人都在協調於融入完美和諧的頻率。你的合唱團正在成型。只是不如你想的那樣迅速。就是如此。
Know that you will not be alone for long. For all are tuning into those frequencies that blend in perfect harmony. Your choir is forming. Just not as rapidly as you would like. So be it. Amen.
Which is little different than watching two toddlers go about their day. Both content to do what they want to do. If the two toddlers were placed together, they might be interested in the same toy or activity – or not. No one finds that strange, for they are unique individuals exploring what they wish to explore. Yet, as you aged in 3D, that uniqueness became an obstacle, a negative.
所以你現在在返回你的童年興趣。發現這個，不是那個，很有趣。你的朋友和親戚也在這麼做。
So it is you are now returning to your toddler interests. Finding this but not that interesting. And your friends and relatives are doing the same.
不再有一個一次性買足式的地球。新的場地在冒出，會讓某個人感興趣一會兒，直到不感興趣。就像新地球需要一個新的方向和新的人類。允許這一點。然後，讓自己明白這是獨特個體性探索的時間。
This is no longer a one-stop shopping earth. New venues are popping up that hold someone’s interest for a minute until they do not. Just as is required for new earth with a new direction and new humans. Allow that to be. Then, allow yourself to know that this is a time of unique, individual exploration.
這不是群眾思考或行為的時間，很可能再也不會有。你們每個人都希望探索你恆久以來準備去探索的。你已經完全探索團體思考和行為。
This is not crowd-think or action time and will likely never be again of the earth. Each of you wishes to explore that which you prepared for throughout the eons. You have already fully explored group think and action.
是時候轉變到獨特的思想和行為中去。一個會混合更多和諧性而不是集體思想的活動。就像一個擁有不同聲音的合唱團。讓自己跟隨自己的心，你會找到你獨特的位置。給予你喜悅的位置。
It is time to shift to unique thought and action. An activity that will blend more harmoniously than group-think ever did. Just as is true for a choir of different voices. Allow yourself to follow your heart, and you will find your unique place. The place that gives you joy.
知曉，你不會孤獨太久。因為所有人都在協調於融入完美和諧的頻率。你的合唱團正在成型。只是不如你想的那樣迅速。就是如此。
Know that you will not be alone for long. For all are tuning into those frequencies that blend in perfect harmony. Your choir is forming. Just not as rapidly as you would like. So be it. Amen.
原文：https://russ999.pixnet.net/blog/post/325386132
傳導：Brenda Hoffman. 譯者：Nick Chan.
傳導：Brenda Hoffman. 譯者：Nick Chan.
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